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[02 Oct 2005|11:42am]

EFFING NEW EL JAY

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[01 Oct 2005|12:15pm]

[ mood | crushed ]

[ music | ever so sweet (reminds me on linsey) - the early november ]

Today = Happy birthday Kris W. V. Cantly

kay so yesterday = Fun

had school.. yea that was a drag.. but then after school.. called kevin then called jordan then called jo and janelle then tried calling kevin but he wouldnt answer his effing phone so my mom showed up at jo andjanelles doorstep and picked them up.. picked me up.. i awed over jo's new sexy amazing hair. my mommy drove us to this church in north K and then we walked from the church to this persons house on the way telling stories, skiping and linking arms (jordan included) and then we met kevin there and then i jumped on the trampoline and then sat down on the ground outside and chatted.

they played the movie on the outside of the persons house with a projecter agaisnt the side of the house.. it was steller.

then we took the bus back to the church then we tried making plans for everyone to come to my house and then jordan couldnt come so he just went home and then me jo janelle and kevin waited outside with one youth leader.

i was so cold that i was laying on the concrete so he let us inside.. me, jo and janelle played volleyball... =O i forgot about jo and janelles v-ball tournament today =( i feel so guilty aww this sucks.

but then jo and janelles mom picked us up and then she drove us back to my house and then jo and janelle stayed for about a half hour and then their mom just waited outside for them so then they left and me and kevin watched some crazy movie called i ♥ huckabees.. it was strange

then we made out and his dad picked him up shortly after that.. that was my awesome friday.. and its mine and kevins one month tomorrow.. excited? YES

so my today = chores.. kevin coming over to meet sam and devin. and sunday, shopping with johanna and katelyn and then my monday.. over to kevins after school haha..

-fin
♥

pee ess.. my ears smell cause of the stretchingness!

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[28 Sep 2005|09:04pm]

[ mood | curious ]

[ music | noises and kisses - the used ]

kay so.. watch twin hawtie to the max birthday today.. PAULA ILY HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

kay so kevins hawt to the extreme getting his ear pierced.. effing hawtie boyfriend haha yay.. i was at his house tonight.. made him watch ANTM with me.. i wasnt happy to see ebony go home but i wasnt sad..

kay so im a total douche bag.. i thought i forgot my key so i sat in my backyard and did my h.w and then my sister came and opened the door and then i was washing my hands and i felt something in my pocket and it was my key.. and i was like.. RAWR DOUCHE BAG haha

fin de ma histoire de journer

♥

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outa site.. you're alright [25 Sep 2005|09:45am]

[ mood | hmmm ]

[ music | suffragette city - wakefield ]

sooo corpse bride was yesterday.. it was good.. i loved it.. not all my friends liked it.. but i thought it was amazing.. soo yea and then it was me marika chelsey colette bailey zane josh ryan, winning and dev. booo dev and josh.. and then we went to HOOTERS HOOTERS haha.. yea that was fun.. we sat behind this washed up musician from mcmaster and james.. i used to love them =).. he talked to amber and me and her were like =O.. XD haha..

so its colettes birthday on monday.. so we told the hooters girls and they made her stand on a chair and clap plates together as they sang to her

and then we all got balloons from hooters and we took them to my house.. amber didnt come to my house.. i wish she did cause she wouldve controlled josh and dev better than i could... and then people left slowely when we started to watch raise your voice haha.. but it was fun

ily

♥

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FUCK goodbye [24 Sep 2005|05:18pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

[ music | photograph - nickleback ]

why does life have to be so effing shitty.. people are mean, life is mean, everything blows up in my face

i feel like i have no friends

-im not liked

-im not pretty

-i have nothing good going for me

-im going to be alone and lonely for the rest of my life

- im broke

- i only have kevin and hes not here and i really just need to see him

- im such a loser

-help?

- fin

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[23 Sep 2005|07:41am]

[ mood | blank ]

[ music | down set go - underOATH ]

kay so its 7:30.. and im wayyy bored. well its 7:40 but whatever.. i leave in like 15 minutes to go to school.. i need battaries.. my other ones died and yea i listen to music usually in class soo yea. .haha.. my new favorite underOATH song is Down, Set, Go.. i heart it

so nothing has been happening.. i go to kevins tonight.. either that or he spends the night here.. but i find that out tonight at like.. 9

kay whats the deal.. ive gained weight.. so i decided im not eating alot.. and becoming a vegetarien again cause i want to loose weight.. soo yea.. meats bad..

well im bored.. tired and sick so im gunna head out

♥

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lets redefy [20 Sep 2005|04:36pm]

[ mood | amused ]

[ music | down set go - underoath ]

kay so this weekend was fun.. saturday i went out with kevin and tim.. we went to tim hortons and tim got me a hot chocolate with money he found in this girls wallet after he drove her home from a party.. anywayz.. yea then we sat in the back of tims truck and then we decided to drive without phoning to jo and janelles where keila was and so me and kevin went to the door and tim waited in his loud truck.. and then tim came in to see keila in spandex shorts haha =P.. and then yea we went and hung out in the back of tims truck and then we left.. and tim drove me and kevin back to his house.. then i hung out with kevins sister michelle and her awesome friends haha and then kevin took me downstairs.. we "watched" soulplane twice and then my mom picked me up at like.. 2 haha. that was my weekend =)

♥

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[16 Sep 2005|11:55pm]

[ mood | HOLY EFF ]

[ music | control - alexisonfire (they sang this song) ]

the concert was fucking amazing especially the used and the hardxcore african drummer peopls haha.. anyways i fuckin crowd surfed and when i moshed i got punched in the face and like.. trampled on it was awesome haha.. i love moshing.. and i FUCKING LOVE CROWD SURFING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jillians musical tomorrow and kevin comes over to meet my brothers and devin yay haha

♥

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[15 Sep 2005|10:51pm]

[ mood | AHHHHHHHHH ]

[ music | its dangerous business walking out your front door-underoath ]

kay so im pretty much the happiest person alive

i found out tonight that kevin got me a ticket to underOATH and the used and AOF ahh im shaking im soo effing excited..

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1m 500 633 y0u kn1t [12 Sep 2005|04:13pm]

[ mood | giggly ]

[ music | baby blue - the early november ]

sooo today there is nothing to do since its monday and all mondays are bitchez!

i have to babysit at 6:15, do homework, call pony coral and the wellington and then call kevin when i get home from babysitting

OH EM EFF GEE yesterday was amazing haha.. i met kevins family.. like.. his cousins and stuff.. i wasnt planning on going to his house but then my mom said she would drive me to his house so i was like fuck yea weekend with kevin =) haha.. and then i got there at like.. 2:45 so when i got there kevin was cleaning so i went into their "kids room" where theres like a comp and a tv and i watched tv and then kevin came out of the bathroom and he was like.. "haha make yerself at home" i was like haha and then he brought chips n salsa which are like my 14th favorite food ever haha and then his cousins aaron and jordan came over and we all hung out.. their nice i liked them.. haha kevins got such an awesome fam.. anyways then me kevin and aaron biked to pick a flick and got DRC and watched it and then me and kevin got picked up by his friend tim and then tim drove us to his house where we saw kevins dirtbike and then we went to the gas station and we did some more fun stuff haha.. and then tim drove me home.. it was such a fun night.. and kevins also mine next weekend after hes done work yay =)..

♥

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wanna watch another movie [11 Sep 2005|11:00am]

[ mood | calm ]

[ music | so far away - crossfade ]

yesterday was the best ever.. and bad in some spots haha. well i was trying to have everyone over.. but then jo and janelle couldnt come cause they were at their dads.. keila was dying her hair purple, matt was with other friends (booo) and then jordan lives at the other end of the city,.. out of everyone me and jordan live the farthest apart.

so it ended up being just me and kevin which wasnt a bad thing but my stepdad was home.. oh my goodness he co,mpletely embarassed me really bad he was like "kevin do you have condoms? do you need any? are you sure?"

i wanted to hit him haha but then he said he wouldnt embarras me and we went to the basement and sat there... we started out on opposite couches so i told kevin the couch he was sitting on the couch my sister and her boyfriend sit on.. so he moved haha

so we watched detroit rock city mean girls and another show.. i dont remember what it was..

then in the middle of mean girls he was playing with the holes in my jeans and found out that i was suuuper ticklish so i fell off the couch hahaha.. then i came back on and i know this is gunna sound corny but he just looked at me.. and then he kissed me.. i was like =O =D.. haha yea im a cheeseball.. what can i say.. i love cheese..

jordans gunna be surprised when he read this..

then kevin left and i went to bed.

♥

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[10 Sep 2005|03:04pm]

if you love me you will make me a sign!

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my hands smell like beer when i drink wine [10 Sep 2005|01:07pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

[ music | cold - crossfade ]

soo tonight im hanging out with kevin keila and jordan.. im excited cause i havnt seen kevin since school started and i hadnt seen jordan or keila in like.. a week..soo im excited.. this morning i went job hunting..

MESSAGE FOR JORDAN : it was about my dad!

ahh wow ive got some more pictures from linseys going away partayyyy woot woot.. but not woot woot at the same time.. but yes i will show them to you!

zach paige keila linsey chelsey me and liz

( +9+ )

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sick gangster [09 Sep 2005|11:08pm]

i wish i had a penis so bri could give me head ♥

ive got a bf but i always have space for bri =)

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come tomorrow [09 Sep 2005|09:36pm]

[ mood | discontent ]

[ music | legends die - bleed the dream ]

umm ok well i have more pics of linseys going away partys and the day she left =(

us on the jumgle gym.. zach me paul linsey and jen.

( partay.. many pics )

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glass breaks everything [07 Sep 2005|10:14pm]

[ mood | crappy ]

[ music | vilan - bleed the dream ]

go ahead and love me

leave my heart behind though

im so screwed up

everything is fucked over

i miss having you here... telling me which way to go

i just need someone.. to keep me from bleeding my sins

dreaming about monsters, about you and me, i know you'll never love me and much as i realized i always have loved you.

am i fucked or are things going to turn up for me

♥

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[07 Sep 2005|04:16pm]

fuck school

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ew wanna fuck me, i didnt think so [06 Sep 2005|10:46pm]

[ mood | kay im a love sick puppy ]

[ music | broken wings - bleed the dream ]

soo today was one of the more interesting days ever!

i got up phoned all these places that i applied at and none of them had looked at my resume which is poopy, then i was supposed to go to VV with keila jo janelle kevin matt caleb and jordan but that didnt work out.. because i was suposed to meet jo janelle and keila at the movie theatre at like.. 4 but i got there at 4:20 cause i missed my bus by like.. 2 seconds and then i called kevins cell and him at matt were gunna call me when they got to polo so.. yea.. and then i went and walked around.. spent like 20 minutes in HMV looking at all these CDs i wish i couldve bought that i didnt have the money for, then i went to blue notes and i saw PAULA who i had met once and she was the neatest girl EVER so we were all excited and then she was with a girl named Lisa that i had met at chuck n mo so i hung around with them and we were being stalked by these creepy wanabe gangsters.. so we went into zellers and they followed us through the makeup and girls sunglasses section and then the line was taking too long.. and then kevin called me so they told me to meet them in the food court so we waited another 10 minutes in line then we gave up.

the creepy guys had already left and were waiting for us outside of zellers so we were freaking out and Paula said they were only gunna "rape us tenderly" haha

so i met kevin and matt at the food court and then Paula was getting fed up with those creepy stalkers so she finally told the security guy and then we saw PAUL AND JEN =).. and then me kevin and matt went to zellers and paula and lisa went on their way

now i was still followed by those creepy guys and then they stopped us and pulled out an effing knife and asked kevin if he had a problem.. and i was scared shitless so yea then they were being all friendly after and they walked us to the movie theatre and then kevin bought my ticket. and i feel bad when people pay for me.. so i gave him 10$ and then he paid the creepy guys bus fair and 5 bucks.. so then we went to 40 year old virgin and i saw dear steve O and i miss him.. haha.. ok well this has been long enough..

♥

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stone me? [05 Sep 2005|10:57pm]

[ mood | silly ]

[ music | sydney - halifax ]

one of the best nights of my life.. i went to kevins at like.. 5:30 and then we watched cat woman. halle berry is really hawt for her age and then i made kevin watch New York Minute haha and i dont think he liked it very much.. then we went to jo and janelles (the twin towers) at like.. 8:30 and then we all hung out there... with keila jo janelle me kevin and matt... short stuff haha.. then we did some fun stuff then went out the window in the playroom and i hurt my arm really bad =(.. but then kevin kissed it better =) haha.. and then my mom came at like..10:30 after me and keila finished laughing like little creepy girls haha yesssss! and then i came home and im writing in my el jay haha.. yess ily

♥

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